Earth Waits

Earth is waiting patiently
To take back
All the minerals
all the fibre
of this body
That were borrowed
On a contract limited in time.
An arrangement
with the force of gravity
To yield up just enough
to let it rhyme
and move about
within its mighty field
While earth continues
quietly to rest
Within its calm
embrace.

And meanwhile, air
has silently agreed
To pass through
this funny thing,
the nose
and be drawn
into these stretching lungs
Which then pass on
that precious gas
To mingle once again
with earth
and allow
The magic dance of life
to continue
for a space.

And water runs
as it always will
with grace
Where it’s allowed
And fire fuels the dance
to keep everything
in motion
While what I may call I
Continues in its race
To understand its place
Before earth and water
Air and fire
Let go
of such a notion.

A Sip of Wine

Damn! What about
those birds that fly
Through the tops of the palm tree
there in front
of the neighbor’s house
Just at that moment when
The descending afternoon sun
Shines for a moment through
The layer of grey clouds
over the mountains.
How can they glint so golden
Flashing here and there
Through the dark pointed fronds?

It shouldn’t be possible
In this ordinary world
But there it is.
I saw it.

Just like that moment
When my mother,
the teetotaler desceded
from the Jewish schetles,
then having come to the great age
Of ninety six,
Sat before me in the restaurant
By the salt water
of the Pacific
On the opposite side
of the huge country
From all that she had known
for that entire lifetime
On the far side of everything.
The boats of the marina,
Bobbing in the pink water,
And my mother’s cheek
bathed in the warm orange light
Of the setting sun.


She had just asked,
“Can I have a sip
of that lovely white wine
you’re drinking?
It’s glowing with the light.”

And of course I said yes
and she took the glass
offered across the table
And sipped, savoring fully
a moment,
her focus turned within,
her head tipped slightly back
And her dark, crinkled eyes
then suddenly
bright with joy.

Subsiding back into her chair,
With a smile
that transformed the world
her hand still balancing the glass
that had turned into a goblet of
the most exquisite
chartreuse glow
Saying,

“Ah!
What an incredible
burst of flavor
Just there in the cupping
of my tongue!
Like the scent of lemon blossoms
and the taste of warm sun!
I never knew wine could be like that.
I will savor it forever”

Then taking in
a long breath of joy
She looked at me with
The love beyond even
that of a mother for her child
and said,
“There are still wonders
To discover every day,
something new
and extraordinary,
unexpected
Even after all these years
of living on this earth
there are things
I’ve never seen!
There’s reason to live
still another moment
to taste it here together.”

And perhaps
we will continue
for one more breath
Or two
Just to see
another.

 

The River Walk

Walking along the muddy path by the sparkling, flowing river Boots squelch down in puddles that lie in wait for me like small marshlands.   Water mixed with earth And cow dung Trampled by the heavy feet of hunters after pigs, and men and women– skidding now and then on patches of that treacherous clay– after the bright reflections of their own inner peace.   The river so high in winter with sun that shows itself just here and there in vast surpassing blue Gleaming through the darkening clouds shining far into that deep green massive water lined with reaching trees.   And all the canals And waterways, Weirs and water gates still directing its flow After generations Have abandoned the efforts Of hundreds of years;   The ingenuity of mills The wonders of knowing how To use the force of all that flow Creating and maintaining; Streaming human wealth from that ever-changing river forging down those mountains. Lives given to the grinding of grain, The sawing of logs And finally the weaving of cloth.   And I am here seeking forgiveness From the trees And finally finding That it is there Flowing fast and strong Through us all As those humans who fashioned all this artifice Must have known in the quiet of their souls, pretending with their faith their will would reign supreme to direct what cannot ever be turned back, And will never be denied.   And I turn my face To the force of All that water As it batters Through my walls.

The Changing Weather

Part One

There is a rain
that falls through air
and lights it
with the glow of water.

It comes everywhere
at some time,
Even in the deserts
Where once
there were oceans
And in the oceans
where once
were green forests.

There is no time.
We know this now.
There is no separation of
molecules one
from another.
There is only some chance
that one of the smallest particles
is present now
In any given notch
in the myriad
of universes.

We know that when we look out
From a window
That it is not a window
outside us
Nor is the outside
not the inside.
We know this.

Feel it!
Practice the feel of it
With every breath you remember
Until the music of it
Vibrates everywhere
All at once.

Part Two

The eggman in the market
who observes his hens
Says they’re now running inside
And outside of their chicken house
With all the changing weather,

With the warm, then the cold
Then the wind, then the rain.

They do not like the rain
On their feathers.
The governments of the world,
he says, are changing
Like the chickens running
in and out
With all this variation
In the weather.

“Governments are driven by the weather
Like the hens”
he says,
In his accented French
of the Occitane.

Back Home From The Sea

  1. Rain, I want to speak with you

as I watch you fall, 

now drops 

now clouds of  water 

streaming, teaming down.

 

I want to tell you what I know

And as all our cells 

can show.

Your liquid 

Is the essence 

of us all.

 

The sea is filled with you.

Each squall, each stormy night

Of silver falling, falling 

shards of light

Is there within each drop, each puddle

Each muddy hole 

on leafy forest floor

Each flooding river

Crushing all 

within its flowing flight.

 

I want to say to you 

that I have plunged

within your clearest depths

In seas that churn

And bays wherein

the deep of you 

Lies quiet and serene.

 

I have smelled your salt 

With strange desire

And sensed the bodies of your fish

As if my flesh were fins.


I watch you with contentment or

with that anxious anticipation 

of your accumulating threat

From inside rooms

Kept warm with some strange 

element of fire

 

I want to say to you

that your atoms 

know not good nor bad.

No thoughts of hatred nor of  joy

pass through any drop

Yet, your collective force  

Can purify or destroy

Engender peace or strife.

 

Each living cell

Contains the what of you

Not charged with any job

but to be the medium 

for the vibrancy of life.

 

Can you purify our lies?

Can you satisfy our cries 

of thirst for common decency

For knowledge of our ties?

 

I want to talk to you 

of this strange, stark 

state of  wonder 

that you are me 

and I am you

And somehow we are flowing 

Now down,  then under

Through all the streets 

and all the streams

And all your states of being

Back then  to the sea.

Swiftly

Suddenly, some balance somewhere
Shifted.
The stilling air of afternoon
has filled with swarms of gnats
And the swifts, gone for so long
Diving now and climbing
swooping in their zigzag flight
Appeared as from a secret niche
Hidden in some silent fold
In time and space
Called by a faint note, unheard
To eat their fill and then return


How quickly the balance scale can tip
And the unexpected be what is.
Soon neither swarming gnats nor swooping birds
Are seen
And the empty air of afternoon
Has changed its light
To suit the movement
Of the clouds
And the rhythm of the stream.

North Cape Webcam

As I clean up from our dinner

here in a small village in France

Walter tells me

There are eight people 

watching North Cape, Norway’s webcam

at this moment.

And he is one. 

 

I go to see what it’s like 

In the northernmost fishing village in the world

Where the dark nights of September have come

and the streetlights on the edge of the harbor

Make undulating rivers of gold in the water.

 

I am captivated

And It is as quiet as an ancient fishing village would be

After the sun goes down.

There are no lights on in the houses

Everyone in them has gone to sleep.

 

But a big white van pulls out and drives down the road

out of the picture

Its lights for a moment

Reflected in a window.

And then again 

Quiet.

 

I want to see the faces of the

other people 

watching this peace with me.

First seven and

then four more who have joined us.

 

I want to see their eyes, watching calmly

while I feel our heartbeats slowing

and hear our breath going in and out

In bodies that all have lungs

And brains, and hearts to beat.

 

We would not talk,

Even if we could

We would just nod to each other

In kind recognition

Of what it is that drew us here 

And captured us.

 

The love that peace brings

would be carried by the waves of light

Weightless

Like the golden rivers on the water

of a dark harbor.

 

Summer Evening in a French Garden

How is it we got to talking,
As we sat out the light
Of a summer evening,
About fireflies?
How they danced in the air
Of our childhood
Making little holes of light
All around in our soul
That now dance as we watch them
In the vast darkness of our minds
Together in the growing dusk
Of the garden?

And that they’re different from
The glowworms of France
Whose little fires sit in ditches
And, in such stillness, signal mates.
No children run
and scoop these into jars
to make those lanterns that will shine
and glitter in the darkness
Of the sleep-night by their beds

Or do they,
The children in France?

The Weight of Rain

Blades of grass

bow under the weight

Of so many drops of rain.

The pores of all plants are open

Drinking those molecules made

In the dust of some long-gone stars 

billions of years ago. 

 

Those blades of grass do what they do

In the presence of sun and of wind

Anticipation of the moment to come

Is built in each vibrating cell

No choice to turn this way or that

No planning of any kind

Except that which was arranged by the atoms

Contained in the seed 

From which their whole being has sprung.

 

Rest now. Unfold all your senses

The sun, the wind and the rain

know no tenses

They listen to no weather report

Plants will live or they’ll die

At the moment the sky 

Gives them water or heat 

That’s just right 

or is suddenly 

 too much to bear.

 

Do not wait 

With each breath

To know what comes next

Breathe the air

Breathe the air

Breathe the air.

 

At the Top

There are those who are focused on summits of things
The very highest points they can find.
They must somehow get to the top
No matter how hard the grind.

But in my mind (and my heart)
There is only the urge
To glide without weight to the start
Of that place where the surge
Of the light
Fills every last cell
With delight
And joy is as open as the vast June sky
Where, weightless,
The body takes flight.